'Sup people.. Didn't think i'd be here blogging today but since im so fcukin bored at home right now, i've decided to come update it after all.. Perhaps in an attempt to kill time(before it kills ME..) and show my neglected blogsite some much needed love and appreciation. lolx (MY bad for being lazy and unmotivated to write..AS USUAL with no surprise to anyone that is of any aqquaintance to me i presume... -__-") So anyway, lets cut to the chase and get down to what we're really here for.. precedings of my ever so insiginificant life which ALSO happens to interest certain audiences who literally have NTH better to do! xD Career -The much anticipated closure of my holiday working experience... Since my previous venture as a waiter in the hotel F&B line during the december holiday period.. I have now managed to obtain back my freedom from that life-draining job, (YES people.. I have quit my job and redeemed myself from that hellhole before i started to rot and decay in that pimp-designed waiter uniform..) However i do have to say, despite dissing about the whole stupid job and everything.. i gotta say that i AM going to miss the guys from Park hotel and the restaurent "R.S.V.P" that holds it's place there.. They are the ones that have made my whole working experience there a real joyable one and i am truely grateful for their very existence while i was working there. It's cuz of them that the word "lonesome" never bothered me there.. Azman.. Kevin Kong..(Captains/Mentors) Lenny..(Assistant Manager/Mentor) Choon Yong and crew...(Kitchen chefs) Rufino... Rajan... Puven...Charis...(Fellow waiters) Geez i gotta find some way to repay them someday..."THANKS guys" My Tattoo-The completion of my personal artpiece with my body surface as the canvas... After many solid hours lying on a message chair and spending quality time with the needles of my trusted tattoo artist Moon.. The tattoo i had decided to put on my back after much deliberation, is finally finished despite the minor delays here and there in between my numerous appointments at Black Emperor.. With the glamourous yet evil looking black-feathered wings and the fiery "balrog" demon-head i had colaborated in the tattoo design i had painstakingly put together myself.. I gotta say that Moon has done a pretty good job on my backpiece while working his magic on the design i handed to him and his skills are plain worth commending time and time again.. I am one satisfied customer now. However, i am having qualms as to whether this satisfaction is enough to put my passion for tattoos to rest.. as i am beginning to yearn for even more.. Call me a sucker for punishment but i highly consider the pain admitted on my skin as an addiction.. Although i am slightly put off by the price and money involved.. i have come to understand that pleasure comes with a price,be it the pain or the money.. and i am prepared to pay for it either way.. Oh yea, besides my own tattoo, i am also glad to mention that two of my very close friends Aloy and Jose have got their own tattoos as well, with their own personal designs just as wickedly nice as mine.. not being left out of the whole wonderful experience... hahahax.. ALCOHOL HIGH-NESS...(maybe only the two of 'em will understand what i mean by that... LOLx)
Alright alright, regretfully i am only human and my poor tummy must be fed now.. Gotta run off for dinner with my parents now.. i shall return again to update even furhter another time.. CYAz and take care peeps... **PeacE OuT**
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Thursday, December 07, 2006
WooHoo... Sup Y'all!! Wahahax.. Such a fine day to add in tales of my ever so insignificant life!! :D
Woke up bright and early today at around 7 in the bloody morning just to get my ass down to Izwan's place to meet up.. and as fcuking usual... yup people.. u guessed right... HE WAS MUTHAFCUKIN LATE.... Damn it man.. is it so difficult to get your lazy ass directly below your place on time?? Grr...
Anyway, so after we met up, we had breakfast at Mac's (actually i was the only one eating there.. bloody Izwan must be on diet or something cuz he just wanted to watch... -___-"), and headed down to Black Emperor at Bugis for my appointment with Moon(my tattoo artist) to get the outlines of my back piece done and some added shading to minor parts here and there(eg. the fallen angel feathers.. the demon head's horns..)
We reached there at around 10am and i talked about the size of the tattoo with my artist first.. so that nothing goes inproportionately wrong... and then at around 11am.. we got down to getting the outlines done after the stencil was pasted on my back.. and surprisingly.. it didnt hurt as much as i THOUGHT it would've.. in fact i kinda slept through the whole process although i must admit.. it DOES sting.. and when the needles there at your back buzzing away.. TRUST ME.. you'll know its bloody there... haha... it was kinda funny though when i think about it.. whenever i was close to dozing off in the process.. the contact of the fcuking needle on my skin always wakes me up each time.. and this goes on repeatedly for countless times until way past 1pm.. haha.. Thankfully there were breaks in between the tattooing.. so i could have a few cigs first.. chill out awhile.. hehex.. the whole process lasted about 3 solid hours although Moon previously told me it would last 1 and a half hours... and guess what people.. ITS NOT EVEN CLOSE TO GETTING FINISHED YET... lolx.. Gonna have to continue on another session this coming monday.. haha.. LUCKY me.. i get to go through the whole experience ALL over again.. (o__O")
Right now my mum's sitting right beside me watching tv as im doing my blog at this very moment.. and hasn't noticed my tattoo yet.. phew.. so far so good... i've been THIS damn close to her but she hasn't shown the slightest sign of noticing anything.. I don't know how much longer i can hold out like this.. but i'll try my best not to let them know until the right time comes i guess...(hopefully that time NEVER has to come.. lolx... wishful thought..)
Yea so thats about all the interesting B.S i have to say about my life today.. Another chapter of Zheng Huang's life closed for the moment.. until another epic day begins for him again as always.. Take Care people.. im signing off.. **Peace Out**
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Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Awkward silence in my blog... Updates are nowhere to be seen for months now... The crowd ponders what has happened to their favourtie blogsite... Then just as they started to think even deeper to find the slightest clue of what has happened to the wonderful blogger of which they adore so much... "I" walked into the scene only to be welcome with ROARS and ROARS of applause!! The crowd goes WILD!!! Their hero of bloggers is finally back again to liberate them of their prison of boredom and ultimate mental torture!! Wahahahhax... I know i know... that bullshit back there sounded kinda far-fetched... but hey.. i know you MISSED me here readers... dont DENY it... haha...
Its been such a damn MuthaPhuckin long time since i actually bothered to bloody lift my fingers at the keyboard to update my desecrated blog.... What to blame? Me and my old companion since probably childhood... "Laziness".. Maybe you guys have met him in your lives before..His everywhere practically... you cant miss him.. Hahahax.. Alright.. Time to tie up loose ends in this blogsite i had forsaken twilight years ago...
Lets begin with what happened yesterday then.. Hmm.. First highlight of the day was that it was.... IZWAN'S BIRTHDAY!! Wahahaha.. That stoopid nugget actually DOES have a birthday people! Dont worry, im as shocked as you are right now.. but you'll learn to live with it... haha.. So anyway, we decided to celebrate that dudes birthday since well.. we couldnt really deny it.. he is still our annoying yet hilarious best bud for years.. so its about time we kinda showed him some much needed appreciation.. haha.. "We" consisted of Jordan, Iskandar and Me... pathetic in numbers i know but its the fcukin damn thought that counts alright.. Shan had wanted to join us initially but he had to spend time with his parents or something.. So the group was deprived of our favourite and crucial joker to entertain us.. Saddening i know.. haha.. ok anyway, we headed down to Plaza Singapura to catch a NC16 movie initially.. to let the new birthday boy experience the priviledges of being 16.. but heck.. all we were provided by the cinema were lame NC16 movies which i would even stab myself in the leg to NOT go... So desperate us went to watch "Open Season" instead.. haha.. Mega LOL-ness... Damn Izwan(birthday boy) almost slept through the bloody movie after paying for his $7 ticket for it... Ironic how a person can literally PAY to sleep... haix... I kinda enjoyed it though.. despite there were elements of pure lameness in the movie...haha.. Ok so after the movie, we waited for Iskandar to join us after going for his S.P nonsense.. haha.. Poor bugger couldn't read directions in the MRT and got off course naturally to the unknown and beyond.. leaving us to go save him from his "lost" situation.. After the rescue mission was accomplished, we headed down to Swensens for dinner.. Cant really say i enjoyed it there.. Orders were messed up.. Service attitudes sucked throughly.. Waitresses stared at our table constantly as if we were criminals plotting to sneak a bomb into their ice-creams or something.. fcuking hell... Note to self: Swensens branch in Plaza Singapura is non-existent to Zheng Huang from now until the ends of time... Chances of me going there again is when the people working there decides to PAY ME money to eat there.. Ok then after that, Iskandar headed home cuz he was tired.. with Jordan, Izwan and me left to walk around town aimlessly from then on..Rewards from that "walkthrough" were however.. spotting countless numbers of COOL clothes and stuff from"Billboard", "Afflictions" and "Ripcurl" i would kill to have in my wardrobe... Headed home after the expedition for cool apparels and that kinda ended our day..
Alright! with yesterday aside.. i gotta say im getting pretty nervous lately.. Why you ask? Well.. after making a few trips to "Black Emperors" (which is the tattoo parlour my friend introduced me..) and discussing my tattoo design.. The tattoo artist Moon said he would call me soon after he finished his sketch for my back piece.. which does most likely result in me getting it done this week..!! Oh the anxiety im having... and not to mention the pain and agony im gonna get on my back too (Especially when it comes to tattooing the fallen angel wings on my back.. ARgHx..) haha.. but its all kinda worth it to have your own personal art piece done on your body after all is done..No Pain No Gain man... haha.. Gonna cost me about $500 for the whole thing to be done in black and grey shading... People are telling me all the things they could've done with that money instead.. but you know what.. I DON'T GIVE A SHIT.. You think i dont know that too? haha.. my mind is made up alright.. now sshhh.... lolx.. Maybe i'll post a picture of my back when the tattoos done, in friendster... kinda show it off abit.. Hahax.. Call me shameless but i cant help it man..
So thats all im gonna update about my insignificant life people.. Its been ages since i wrote anything worth reading lately but i hope this one here does the blogsite justice... haha.. Its a sin to forsake your own blogsite.. i know.. please forgive me.. haha.. Going to slack at Shan's place now... **PeaCe OuT** people.. :)
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Sunday, October 08, 2006
With the last bit of energy thats left in me.. Here i am.. updating my blog while showing vague signs of life as i sit on this comfy computer chair.. Pondering cluelessly what i can write about my insignificant life.. Arghx... Must say that this bloody exam stress is getting the better of me lately.. Pure paranoia and hysteria incultivating cynical thoughts in my mind.. Proving to be more than a hinderance in my studies.. "Why the negativity" you ask? Well, ironically.. i've come to realise that i am short of ONE bloody subject to make the cut of L1R4 for Polytechnic admission.. (Give me a call if you are able to find anything NEAR positive or happy in that sentence, im sure the BRAIN specialist can always make time for a "COMMON SENSE" transplant.. you IMBECILE..) Sigh... putting aside all subjects that are worth mentioning at all.. i'm left with Art,Science and P.O.A to make up for my last subject.. I wouldn't really name them as options cuz lets face it people.. Zheng Huang can't solve a proper chemical equation even if his life depended on it, neither is he able to do accounting of any form.. (If i was to open a P.O.A Knowledge account for my brain.. my balance would most probably end up with a zero or a negative...) "But what about Art?" Yeah i've asked myself that before.. but looking at the current situation.. a Pass might require nothing short of a miracle.. Alright alright, enough of all those saddening bullshit.. lets sidetrack.. to the wonderful time i had at Punngol Park "celebrating" lantern festival with Donovan,Wanjie,Elson,Leonard,JunJie,Jabez and Justin, Friday night.. hahax.. Initially.. the Jabez-Organised event was starting to look like a failure cuz we did nothing but hang around Mcdonalds aimlessly.. However, things started to take shape when we headed off to the park and blasted off COUNTLESS "home-made" rockets made out of fire-crackers and cardboard.. LOLx.. As if the haze wasn't bad enough, we contributed even MORE smoke to the atmosphere with our EXPLOSIONS... Muahahax.. Leonard's rocket was the only one that managed to fly a considerable distance.. Damn that twisted mad scientist.. Regretfully though.. my mood during that night was somehow dampen when i saw how Donovan's younger brother tried to act futilely as "street gangsters" in front of us with his company of so-called ah bengs and ah lians who looked less intimidating than a freakin Chi-wawa in the park..(Wow,so ear studs and bicycles make you feel like a gangster eh? How bout if i let you ride a motherfcukin Wheelchair, BiatCH?!) Try picking a fight with someone more your size why don't you? (I'll let you people know when i come across someone fcukin smaller than a puppy..or maybe some tiny animal that won't bite.. hows that sound? SUCKAHH..) Ok, with all of that said, lets talk bout something more close to our hearts.. (L-O-V-E..) hahax.. Yea i know its an issue normally preffered as a secret for many.. Hmm.. so anyway.. i've come to find out recently that the girl i saw at Mcdonalds turned out to be a real noisy bitch.. so i decided to keep my hands off her.. PERIOD.. Besides.. i wasn't about to let go of my past for such a girl.. NEVER.. "She" is WAY much better.. no matter how hard i try to shamelessly compare them..The kinda bond i feel with her when im around herholds much more significance to me.. somehow i feel that she can never be replaced by anyone else... But damn.. after what happened the last time before i even tried "wooing" her.. im not sure if i should even try now.. I'm just so afraid of history repeating itself.. I don't want to lose the kind of relationship i have so painstakingly rebuilt with her after our previous disaster.. No way.. Not now.. Not ever.. So i guess i'll have to leave this chapter of my love unclosed for the moment.. Hoping future would bring some sort of ending for me..
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Friday, September 29, 2006
Hi people..!! Damn it must've been AGES since i really bothered to blog anything lately... Whatelse to blame but the cursed EXAMS...(which is less than a month away i mightadd...) Textbooks.. Teachers.. Tests after tests.. and generally just "SCHOOL" is running our teenage lives like it was our only cause for living at the moment... (Just when will the agonising and tormenting education process FINALLY end for me..) Damn i just wish i could fast forward past all this bullshit right now... (Yes yes.. i know thats not technically possible.. but just lemme fantasize bout that for a brief second will ya..? wheres the freakin time machine when you bloody need one anyway.. *Grumbles*)
Alright, so what have got to say bout todays episode of "ZhengHuang's Insignificant YetSomewhat Boring Life Stories"..? Hmm.. Well i got back some of my horrendous results at school today.. Had barely passed my art and maths after tallying the marks... Failed my sciences with no surprise nonetheless.. However i am quite satisfied with my geography results though..putting aside the wretched fact that i could've done better.. The rest of my results were left unknown to only keep me in further suspense as it is... ARghx...
Wtih all the crappy results all said and done.. the shitty day i had got even worst when Miss "I-Look-Ugly-But-I-Don't-Know-About-It"(Lim Geok Choo), decided to occupy THREE fuckin periods with her lousy and boring practical lessons.. Hell.. so i decided to give her chaos while im at it, since she DID virtually ASK for it.. Wahahahax... So, at the chem lab, just as the others were following instructions for the experiments.. i was happily emptying bottles of chemical solutions.. replacing all of them with nothing but H2O.. LOLx (Hows that for a chemical equation.. SUCKAH..!!) Oh yea, to the ones who happen to use those "solutions" i considerately concocted.. Come tell me about it and i'll probably do a Kiss-My-Ass dance to sympatise with you yar..?? Blame it on your luck people.. not me.. Hahahax..
Ok, so with school aside.. i had my night P.O.A classes as usual.. until way past 10pm.. It was a totally unproductive lesson.. Not to blame Mr Leon.. but its just that we decided to chill half-way through the session and he was obliged to allow us to do so.. Oh damn.. just where are you able to find such a great teacher nowadays..
Then just as i was on my way home in the usual bus i always took.. There she WAS! The girl at the Mcdonald's counter i so wanted to know.. It just so happen that she was on the bus right beside mine on the road when the traffic stopped.. Unfortunately, she didnt see me though.. ARghx.. Fate has brought us across one anothers path so many times.. but im just so hesitant towards the simple gesture of asking for her number.. Due to so many factors pulling me back.. Cuz she supposedly already has a boyfriend.. (although i don't see his existence everytime im around her..) and also because im so reluctant to leave my past behind.. All my past flames all started to burn in my heart again.. Im in a dilemma.. Should i return to the past and start chasing after what i lost before once again? Or should i pursue the future that holds before me with a new lady in my life..
Haix.. Someone please just give me a clue or a sign.. Show me the answers i waited to surface eons ago.. liberate me from this lonliness and despair i so want to be rid of... Have me the sensation of what love feels like again.. Please?
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Monday, September 25, 2006
Hahahax... Well well.. What do ya know.. This must be the weirdest hour for a person to blog.. But heck i'm still gonna do it anyway.. lolx Brand me crazy if you wish, i don't care... i must've left my sanity flushed down the toilet just now.. So anyway, here i am now.. talking with my dearest hamster pal Cheryl on msn messenger for the past 4 to 5 hours already.. hahax.. The pure act of insanity began when she agreed to accompany me through the night without sleep... (guess it partly my fault for asking.. :P). Im amazed at how both her and i could actually stay awake for so long just by plain talking to each other.. hahax.. it was all mostly crap if i remember correctly.. all of a sudden we talked in symbols.. confusing each other along the way.. giving me the job of decoding every single symbol she leaves me.. (wahahax.. no challenge man... you don't intimidate me..) The funniest part came when i asked her to tell some guy that she took German,French,Psychology,Atomic Science,Bomb-making and Drug-taking as subjects in school.. just cuz that dude was bothering her and i dared her to do it.. haha... (that guy was a faggot mind you.. A 17 yr old CHINESE DANCER... holy shit..) Oh yea, we digged up past stupidities and joyous events to just have a good laugh too.. haha.. the cute family she has.. and the weird bond she has with her bro.. is beyond compare to anyone.. Didnt intend to update my blog initially cuz nth special happened.. But i just HAD to type this part of my day in cuz it purely my first MILESTONE in spending the night with a girl on the msn messenger.. ahahahhax... i kinda feel tired but i still enjoyed the experience either way..! :D
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Thursday, September 21, 2006
YaWNz.. Oh crap.. The feeling i've always dreaded the most... BOREDOM... Damn it.. thought i would finally have some time off from exam stress and bask in enjoyment with friends... ArGHx.. but apparently they had business of their own in school and had no time to spare.. Which leaves me no choice but to sit back home and wait till houseflies come hovering above my rotting corpse... (x__x) Lifeless activities at home today include walking around my living room aimlessly looking for forms of entertainment.. Surfing the net for new bands at myspace.com... Sampling songs from Marilyn Manson,Cradle of Filth and AFI...and getting inspired by some of their satanic song lyrics which left me deciding to write poetic stuff on my MSN nick.. Taunting Christians at the same time while im at it... lolx (Yea so im religously insensitive..so WHAT... ahahahhax..)
Oh yea.. Aloysius, if you're reading this, please let me know when you guys are slacking at Mac again alright? I wanna take my chances on whether i can see "Her" again.. Cuz lately i wanted to check her out at Macs but feel weird doing it alone..(like a stalker or smth..)
Ok.. guess i have to stop typing now and continue my endless hibernation at home as i slowly decay.. Arghx... Someone please liberate me from this boring cell i call "home"... Anyone? ANYONE ?!
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Name :~**~ZhenG HuanG~**~
When my life began to unfold:20/04/1990
Horoscope:Taurus(never believed in such nonsense anyway..)
Likes:Almost all kinds of music especially Punk rock and Metal,Hanging out with my bros,Playing the guitar,Jamming with my friends,Laughing my ass off to comedies,Designer clothes from Far East Plaza,Basketball,SKL Cherry Menthol Cigarattes,Alcohol,Spending my time with "Her" :D
Dislikes:Priests from dumb churches who act like they're saints cuz they know how to preach bullshit to mindless idiots,People with lousy attitude,Stupid kids who think they are gangster cuz they have dyed hair and piercings,Being accused of something i didnt commit,Having the feeling of being "bullied"
What has this immortal being called "God" done for us to deserve such never-ending worship? Nothing. He is just a symbol of self-deceit and self-denial. To believe in such pointless faith,is to escape reality. Have faith in nothing but yourself. Stop living in your own haven of LIES! I have my own beliefs and i hope they can be respected. If you are offended by any of my words written here, PLS LEAVE. **~I am my own reason for worship,I am my own "GOD"~**